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Longing for porn/masturbation (1-10): 3
Binge eating: once
I'm sick, snotty, lethargic, don't feel like doing anything, just like yesterday. It helps a lot not to desire blowing, porn or masturbation.
We still had sex and I had an orgasm, it helps a lot not to desire porn of course.
I was practicing guitar an hour or two.
My biggest enemy (and best friend) is Nutella. I use it to for 20 years to numb my feelings.
Yesterday we bought a pot of it, 630 grams. Today in the noon it was finished and my girlfriend eat almost nothing of it. I think I have eaten like 400 grams today. If I have it at home I jus can't controll myself. Lesson? Don't buy it.
Feel like shit, go to get some sleep,
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