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Longing for porn/masturbation (1-10): 5
Not much to say about yesterday and today: it went good. I'm at my girlfriend until Tuesday, in a safe environment.
Yesterday I was biking 25 km (18 miles) in the early morning. After that I was quite down and had no energy for nothing. It took even an effort to scratch my head. And especially no desire to think.
Today I went to church with my dear, it was good. I have a serious hearing damage so I don't understand nothing in church but it is the best time for me to meditate. So I was just sitting for an hour, concentrating on my breathing and thinking about life. It helped me to realise why my life is better if I'm sober. I will make a post about the reasons to stop and reasons to go on.
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